adderall

adderall
not at all
blink
as a measure time
in my
newly altered mind
this mess
a patch work of synapses
disconnected
and then rewired
leaves the
well exercised mind
reeling and tired
down this path I digress
its daily tour
grinding through the mess
i blame you
and all your chemical
intricacies
all that have
weakened me
in the worst way
i am the kind
that can not be saved