second, to nothing

you said
i’m ready
to leave
i’ve lost
the connection
wasted
my time
and need
a new direction
there is
no one else
i’m just
speaking
truth
never meant
to deep root

what you
really meant
was
you would rather
be alone
than be
with me
i am
second
to nothing

you, stayed

you chose
nothing.

i accepted
this
and pray
something
never comes
along.

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