yeah, i got a guitar

yeah i got a guitar
and i learned a few chords
and now that i’m
strumming along
i thought i might
write you this song
although i’ll change
not me but the names
to protect my
my best intentions
but when you hear
this ballad
you’ll know
your soul will ache
as the sound fills your bones
your skin will chill
with each inflected tone

and before a chorus
i’ll belt out a few
whoa. oh. oh’s….

brown eyed girl
i broke our promise
and your not
the forgiving kind
not matter what I do
i’ll always be set
to rewind
as you play the tapes
to remind
that promise broke
on a sacred oath
isn’t something
you’ll let go

and the thing is
you may hear this song
but it wont matter much
cause you’ll already be gone
and i’ll wonder
i always do
like a poet
stuck riding public transit
using the back
of the seat as a canvas
pondering if the one
he pines for
ever reads
his scores

and a soulful wale
followed by something
inaudible

collapses

and the pain
subsides
but the scars
will never hide
how your
subconscious
revoked
your power
to invoke
the memory
keeping you
whole

unadulterated
as anticipated
tied and tethered
and then
emancipated
and as previously
stated
content
with the thought
of the memory
keeping you
whole

rewired through
a sinewy mess
a twisted path
you digress
into the patchwork
of synapses
muscle memory
relaxes
it heaves
and then it
collapses
leaving you
with cancerous
masses
and the memory
of what you recalled
made you
whole

so speak

the lesson in
loving women
is keeping them
an arms distance
better yet its
knowing when
to quit them

the notion
we all live
only to die
plagues the mind
and robs us blind
its that taste
in your mouth
you can’t rinse out

its these and
lesser things
that keep us
earth bound
strapped to the ground
rockets primed
only barrier left
is sound
so speak

delicate

full on
running on empty
lost in
whats the difference
between
in love and obsessed
wonder now
is there time
for what is
left

in between
commitment
and the rest
should i
confess
peel the
heart from
my chest
double down
on all bets
or continue to
repress
ashamed
in silent protest
fill this void
with emptiness

she stole
the warmth
from the sun
and joy from
the sky

she is
cascading
beauty
an avalanche
that sweeps
the landscape

and i am
the mountain
i remember
her touch
and long
for the
winter to return